I’m not mad about any of this, There’s nothing to be mad about. I’m a rational person and I think you know that and I guess I’ve gotten all of the stories now. What it really comes down is that all I wanted was to spend sometime with you it had nothing to do with you being with me all night or any of that bull shit I just wanted to be able to show you around the venue because you missed a lot of cool shit that happened back stage/upper stage. I was also excited to be at your first EDM show with you as well because it was kind of a big deal for me. But it’s over now and it cannot get changed I’m still hurt about all of it but that doesn’t matter either because that’s just me expecting things to happen a certain way and then they don’t. Granted I did feel like we were getting very close this last week or so but I never counted sex as a relationship I just felt like we could end up being friends again because I do still like you a lot Faith but i’m willing to push that aside for a friendship. I just wish you could look past what happend last year with us and we could start out different but maybe this is why that all happened. I just expected me life to go a certain way and I based my happiness off other things that I can’t control and not that it’s not going the way I want I am blaming everyone else for my shitty life.. Maybe